watermelon!

i miss you so much

i wish you knew

i smile

i laugh

i wish

wish you were here

that we'd race

and you'd make me laugh

make my face hurt

bring those butterflies

make me feel alive

i'd talk

and you'd listen

and you'd care

life would be great

you'd hug

and never let go

so... this is done?

it ended

like it started

never did

i was confused at first

but you never gave me a reason

because it was one sided from the start

go and grow

and move on

and don't be scared

you made me smile

and laugh

and at that time

that was enough

growing pains

So I'm

I'm confused

So you're not amused

So I'm feeling used

So what do we do?

kidney, two of em'

Time will see us realign

Diamonds rain across the sky

Shower me into the same realm

Time will lead us to the same realm

I will lead us to the same realm

♥

irish car bomb

on my mind

all day

were you alright?

curious

why?

you asked

truth being

that its something inside

because right now i feel alive

on a different brain wave

between here and there

it just happens

why not?

clouds of smoke

your face

i tell myself to stop

yet, i can't

miss you

crimson concrete

you always hear about it

about people walking by

about an individual

needing help

yet, none is offered

that we make excuses

and pretend we don't see them

that we don't hear their cries

i couldn't

i couldn't let it suffer

let it die alone

scared on the sidewalk

while others wouldn't touch it

put their hands on it's trembling body

give it comfort

let it know someone cared

my heart aches

i can't let it go

if only things were simpler

thank you

for making me see

making me pay attention

go now

and be in peace

meridians

green

jealous?

cause there is no need to be

right now, you're it

knock eye

and your true colors come out

and that ship has sailed

and its come time to accept it

that those butterflies

are all for nothing

never

ramen and peanut butter

i thought about you

missed you

almost gave in

wonder

are we both being stubborn?

am i hoping for the impossible?

wish you were here

want to read your face

your words only tell me half the story

left waiting...

blanco

Don't want to hurt you

Try not to fuck with your feelings

It's just a matter of trust, for us, for lust

Why won't you tell me

What's really on your mind
Too much confusion

Mixed feelings

But I know I don't want to lose you

I don't want to do that again

Cause whether or not you know it

I miss you

skeletons

it's been almost an hour since you've crossed my path

i wish i could click that link

i wish i could tell you how much i think about you

how i see people that look like you

how i stalk them until i'm sure it's not you

how i wish i could still talk to you

how i hear songs that remind me of you

how we spent that summer

how i gave you my word

and how it ended so abruptly

how i tried

how it hurt to read those words

that you had given up

that i can't look you in the eye

how i still get butterflies when i see a photo

i tried to find you

and in a way you found me

and maybe if i saw you

i would try to say "hi"