Half Smiles

watermelon!

2010-06-09T23:50:00.002-06:00

i miss you so much

i wish you knew

i smile

i laugh

i wish

wish you were here

that we'd race

and you'd make me laugh

make my face hurt

bring those butterflies

make me feel alive

i'd talk

and you'd listen

and you'd care

life would be great

you'd hug

and never let go

so... this is done?

2010-04-22T22:38:00.002-06:00

it ended

like it started

never did

i was confused at first

but you never gave me a reason

because it was one sided from the start

go and grow

and move on

and don't be scared

you made me smile

and laugh

and at that time

that was enough

growing pains

2010-04-01T16:44:00.002-06:00

So I'm

I'm confused

So you're not amused

So I'm feeling used

So what do we do?

kidney, two of em'

2010-03-24T23:19:00.005-06:00

Time will see us realign

Diamonds rain across the sky

Shower me into the same realm

Time will lead us to the same realm

I will lead us to the same realm

♥

irish car bomb

2010-03-19T02:05:00.002-06:00

on my mind

all day

were you alright?

curious

why?

you asked

truth being

that its something inside

because right now i feel alive

on a different brain wave

between here and there

it just happens

why not?

clouds of smoke

your face

i tell myself to stop

yet, i can't

miss you

crimson concrete

2010-03-12T01:12:00.002-07:00

you always hear about it

about people walking by

about an individual

needing help

yet, none is offered

that we make excuses

and pretend we don't see them

that we don't hear their cries

i couldn't

i couldn't let it suffer

let it die alone

scared on the sidewalk

while others wouldn't touch it

put their hands on it's trembling body

give it comfort

let it know someone cared

my heart aches

i can't let it go

if only things were simpler

thank you

for making me see

making me pay attention

go now

and be in peace

meridians

2010-03-09T23:43:00.004-07:00

green

jealous?

cause there is no need to be

right now, you're it

knock eye

2010-03-08T23:23:00.004-07:00

and your true colors come out

and that ship has sailed

and its come time to accept it

that those butterflies

are all for nothing

never

ramen and peanut butter

2010-03-01T01:14:00.002-07:00

i thought about you

missed you

almost gave in

wonder

are we both being stubborn?

am i hoping for the impossible?

wish you were here

want to read your face

your words only tell me half the story

left waiting...

blanco

2010-02-09T20:14:00.002-07:00

Don't want to hurt you

Try not to fuck with your feelings

It's just a matter of trust, for us, for lust

Why won't you tell me

What's really on your mind
Too much confusion

Mixed feelings

But I know I don't want to lose you

I don't want to do that again

Cause whether or not you know it

I miss you

skeletons

2010-02-03T20:55:00.003-07:00

it's been almost an hour since you've crossed my path

i wish i could click that link

i wish i could tell you how much i think about you

how i see people that look like you

how i stalk them until i'm sure it's not you

how i wish i could still talk to you

how i hear songs that remind me of you

how we spent that summer

how i gave you my word

and how it ended so abruptly

how i tried

how it hurt to read those words

that you had given up

that i can't look you in the eye

how i still get butterflies when i see a photo

i tried to find you

and in a way you found me

and maybe if i saw you

i would try to say "hi"

c'est la vie

2009-11-17T12:21:00.001-07:00

grow up and blow away

"will you be my friend?"

2009-10-06T22:09:00.003-06:00

bubbles,

if i wasn't here with you right now

where would i be?

can i ever understand the way we are

i don't care as long as you're with me

xoxo

buttercup

way of the world

2009-08-23T14:14:00.003-06:00

sometimes someone tries to tell us something

we don't listen

we don't notice the signs

we walk the path

oblivious that we're going the wrong way

we take it as a test

when really it could be easier

try to force the stubborn

sometimes we need that difficult path

we need the lessons it teaches

things happen for reasons

but it doesn't mean we'll never again see the people we met along the way

the reasons might not be apparent at first

but i'll listen more carefully the next time around

melted crayons

2009-08-10T20:58:00.003-06:00

LIBRA: I got an interesting spam today. A company that said it was very proud of its high-quality work offered to sell me phony credentials that are impossible to distinguish from the real thing. What caught my attention the most were the degrees from Harvard and Stanford. I wouldn't mind having one of those up on my wall. But in the end, I decided that instead of paying the company $230 for one of its excellent fakes, I'd simply make one myself. And instead of creating a degree from Harvard, I would have it be from a place where I have actually matriculated, naming the Raving Maniac Academy of Crazy Wisdom, which is the unruly school where I often find myself during my lucid dreams. I bring this up Libra, because it would be an excellent time for you to make yourself a fancy fake diploma from whatever your equivalent is to my academy-you know, the source has been providing you with so much great teaching, even though it's not an official institution of higher education.

are jay

2009-08-02T23:59:00.003-06:00

grown tired, but can't give up.

this can't be a lost cause.

please help him help himself.

please let him see how important this is.

my efforts can't go wasted.

strength and will.

forward direction.

help me, please.

sails not yet found

2009-07-28T17:59:00.003-06:00

This time I'm going to do it right.

I'm going to do what Lisa wants.

What I want for me.

Life according to Lisa.

I may fall flat on my face.

But I will have chosen the place I land on.

I won't be afraid.

hola lola

2009-07-17T17:13:00.006-06:00

ME-wOW!

cat sitting is the world's bestest job

floor is lava!

2009-07-05T13:43:00.009-06:00

one supercalifragilisticexpialidocious night!

thunder noises in the produce section

stealing watermelons

big brother in wal-mart

mia aka two

rat dog

robert's adventures at the swig

zona's funnel of yarn

illegal fireworks

obscenity harry potter roman candles

wrong end!

shane ferris

alice in wonderland sparklers

tetris and a teacher's scolding

you break, you buy

double shots of rum

malibu and a splash of pineapple

roger and the overdone corn

lisa, i mean wendy

dancing sailors

malibu and a splash of cranberry

iFlask

5 trips to el bano

"neighbors" off the street

ace's luring alien crotch

code names

stripper names

"are you mocking me?"

almost serious beat down

like moths to a flame

colored dots on piano keys

bloody noses, casting faces, wrong class

fat cat

gives it up on the first date

good nights

get ace home

bottled water and paranoia

asleep before head hits the pillow.

don't smile at a crocodile

2009-06-16T14:47:00.003-06:00

or any other reptile

you happen to come across.

five OH five

2009-06-14T23:04:00.006-06:00

-glimpses from a wednesday panda adventure-

6/10

early morning.

dreary skies.

grave digging and tapping of raindrops.

rushed pace, all for nothing.

sidewalk makeup session.

cecilia's sinus clearing chili.

avoiding the pachuco glare.

backwards train ride.

rabid panda playlist.

dropped electronics.

disappointing santa fe-ian graffiti.

the prarie dogs no longer speak his name.

glob's of turquoise.

lisa's red door.

holy water and lengthy prayers.

twinkling candles.

future housewares.

heavy hats.

steamy streets.

next time, o'keeffe.

alice cooper eyes.

bullseye

2009-06-07T22:32:00.002-06:00

short, long weekend.

two days of

sunscreen and straw hats

horse snot

bleached bones

aching muscles

rain, wind, smoke

bruises in the morning.

til' the stars turn cold

2009-06-04T11:32:00.004-06:00

monday: juror furor

5 AM.

blueberry scone. jittery, caffeine rush.

youngest in attendance.

butterflies and validated parking stubs.

alas, perhaps another case.

wednesday: on the hunt

raymundo de la fuente

20's fashion trends.

singing in the milky rain.

stained eyelids.

black ink, job history.

falsetto

2009-05-30T12:45:00.007-06:00

"Most people probably view the act of conception as merely a biological

function. But it seems clear to me that on some level, spirits choose their

parents, because these potential parents possess certain traits or values

that the soon-to-be child needs to assimilate during his or her lifetime."

-Anthony Kiedis

i feel you anthony, i really do.

he talks rainbows

2009-05-28T23:09:00.003-06:00

mucho love & respect

takashi.murakami

♥

x as in xerxes

2009-05-28T16:09:00.003-06:00

-"where did lisa go?"

-"i don't know...i think she went to smith's to get more hummus."

summation of one quality night

measure mortality

2009-05-26T22:55:00.004-06:00

our final compilation

things happen for reasons

we may not see them clearly now

for our eyes are blurred

the salty tears that sting

maybe he was a martyr

to make us all wake up

Rest In Peace Tyrus

thank you for the rain

atlas telamon

2009-05-25T23:18:00.003-06:00

i'm so grateful for this mind of mine

dogs named oscar

2009-05-23T15:54:00.006-06:00

tell them edward bit you

vampire fangs

not canine canines

wed.nes.day

hall as ursula

2009-05-21T09:17:00.005-06:00

i love going to shows and

unintentionally finding new music.

case in point

The Action Design

p.s.

adrianne never fails

to cause my face to hurt

from smiling all night.

vs. pink sushi

2009-05-18T11:53:00.005-06:00

isn't it funny how the smallest things in life

can brighten your morning

and bring a smile to your face

that'll last you the rest of the day?

this is how life should be.

brain in knots

2009-05-17T20:16:00.006-06:00

flufferstein presents:

The Worst Day Ever

no sleep.

goodbyes.

five batches of tears.

emotional roller coaster.

missed flight.

blame.

guilt.

long drive home.

sticky summer nap.

empty house.

finding out home is no longer where her heart is.

leaping libras

2009-05-14T15:24:00.003-06:00

some days horoscopes are eerily on the spot.

"Each of your relationships has a different dynamic, so do not be worried if someone you've been having lots of fun with is suddenly hard to get a hold of. They are just living their life, not trying to avoid you! Your insecurity is completely unwarranted, so don't act on it. The last thing you should do is start demanding more from them. This is just how they are in relationships. If you don't like it, you can't change it -- you have to accept them as they are."

let that anchor off your neck

2009-05-12T21:09:00.001-06:00

when your consumption of coffee exceeds your

consumption of food for the day

you know its finals week.

evan's apple

2009-05-11T18:10:00.002-06:00

sometimes people are thrown into your life that

give you a sliver of hope for the rest of humanity.

candles are messy business

2009-05-09T16:53:00.004-06:00

you don't realize how much crap

you accumulate until you try to

move it all from one place to another.

in a pool filled with glitter

2009-05-07T18:29:00.006-06:00

At what point should you let someone go?

When one day you realize that its all one sided.

That you'd jump when they need you, but they don't do the same for you.

Or is it just a bad time?

Or is that another excuse?

you

Let Me Believe