c'est la vie

grow up and blow away

"will you be my friend?"

bubbles,

if i wasn't here with you right now

where would i be?

can i ever understand the way we are

i don't care as long as you're with me

xoxo

buttercup

way of the world

sometimes someone tries to tell us something

we don't listen

we don't notice the signs

we walk the path

oblivious that we're going the wrong way

we take it as a test 

when really it could be easier

try to force the stubborn

sometimes we need that difficult path

we need the lessons it teaches

things happen for reasons

but it doesn't mean we'll never again see the people we met along the way

the reasons might not be apparent at first

but i'll listen more carefully the next time around

melted crayons

LIBRA: I got an interesting spam today. A company that said it was very proud of its high-quality work offered to sell me phony credentials that are impossible to distinguish from the real thing. What caught my attention the most were the degrees from Harvard and Stanford. I wouldn't mind having one of those up on my wall. But in the end, I decided that instead of paying the company $230 for one of its excellent fakes, I'd simply make one myself. And instead of creating a degree from Harvard, I would have it be from a place where I have actually matriculated, naming the Raving Maniac Academy of Crazy Wisdom, which is the unruly school where I often find myself during my lucid dreams. I bring this up Libra, because it would be an excellent time for you to make yourself a fancy fake diploma from whatever your equivalent is to my academy-you know, the source has been providing you with so much great teaching, even though it's not an official institution of higher education.

are jay

grown tired, but can't give up.

this can't be a lost cause.

please help him help himself.

please let him see how important this is.

my efforts can't go wasted.

strength and will.

forward direction.

help me, please.

sails not yet found

This time I'm going to do it right.

I'm going to do what Lisa wants.

What I want for me.

Life according to Lisa.

I may fall flat on my face.

But I will have chosen the place I land on.

I won't be afraid.

hola lola

ME-wOW!

cat sitting is the world's bestest job

floor is lava!

one supercalifragilisticexpialidocious night!

thunder noises in the produce section

stealing watermelons

big brother in wal-mart

mia aka two

rat dog

robert's adventures at the swig

zona's funnel of yarn

illegal fireworks

obscenity harry potter roman candles

wrong end!

shane ferris

alice in wonderland sparklers

tetris and a teacher's scolding

you break, you buy

double shots of rum

malibu and a splash of pineapple

roger and the overdone corn

lisa, i mean wendy

dancing sailors

malibu and a splash of cranberry

iFlask

5 trips to el bano

"neighbors" off the street

ace's luring alien crotch

code names

stripper names

"are you mocking me?"

almost serious beat down

like moths to a flame

colored dots on piano keys

bloody noses, casting faces, wrong class

fat cat

gives it up on the first date

good nights

get ace home

bottled water and paranoia

asleep before head hits the pillow.

don't smile at a crocodile

or any other reptile

you happen to come across.

five OH five

-glimpses from a wednesday panda adventure-

6/10

early morning.

dreary skies.

grave digging and tapping of raindrops.

rushed pace, all for nothing.

sidewalk makeup session.

cecilia's sinus clearing chili.

avoiding the pachuco glare.

backwards train ride.

rabid panda playlist.

dropped electronics.

disappointing santa fe-ian graffiti.

the prarie dogs no longer speak his name.

glob's of turquoise.

lisa's red door.

holy water and lengthy prayers.

twinkling candles.

future housewares.

heavy hats. 

steamy streets.

next time, o'keeffe.

alice cooper eyes.

bullseye

short, long weekend.

two days of

sunscreen and straw hats

horse snot

bleached bones

aching muscles

rain, wind, smoke

bruises in the morning.

til' the stars turn cold

monday: juror furor

5 AM.

blueberry scone. jittery, caffeine rush.

youngest in attendance.

butterflies and validated parking stubs.

alas, perhaps another case.

wednesday: on the hunt

raymundo de la fuente

20's fashion trends.

singing in the milky rain.

stained eyelids.

black ink, job history.

falsetto

"Most people probably view the act of conception as merely a biological

function. But it seems clear to me that on some level, spirits choose their

parents, because these potential parents possess certain traits or values

that the soon-to-be child needs to assimilate during his or her lifetime."

-Anthony Kiedis

i feel you  anthony, i really do.

he talks rainbows

mucho love & respect

takashi.murakami

♥

x as in xerxes

-"where did lisa go?"

-"i don't know...i think she went to smith's to get more hummus."

summation of one quality night

measure mortality

our final compilation

things happen for reasons

we may not see them clearly now

for our eyes are blurred 

the salty tears that sting

maybe he was a martyr

to make us all wake up

Rest In Peace Tyrus

thank you for the rain

atlas telamon

i'm so grateful for this mind of mine

dogs named oscar

tell them edward bit you

vampire fangs

not canine canines

wed.nes.day

hall as ursula

i love going to shows and

unintentionally finding new music.

case in point

The Action Design

p.s. 

adrianne never fails

to cause my face to hurt 

from smiling all night.

vs. pink sushi

isn't it funny how the smallest things in life

can brighten your morning

and bring a smile to your face

that'll last you the rest of the day?

this is how life should be.

brain in knots

flufferstein presents:

The Worst Day Ever

no sleep.

goodbyes.

five batches of tears.

emotional roller coaster.

missed flight.

blame.

guilt.

long drive home.

sticky summer nap.

empty house.

finding out home is no longer where her heart is.

leaping libras

some days horoscopes are eerily on the spot.

"Each of your relationships has a different dynamic, so do not be worried if someone you've been having lots of fun with is suddenly hard to get a hold of. They are just living their life, not trying to avoid you! Your insecurity is completely unwarranted, so don't act on it. The last thing you should do is start demanding more from them. This is just how they are in relationships. If you don't like it, you can't change it -- you have to accept them as they are."

let that anchor off your neck

when your consumption of coffee exceeds your 

consumption of food for the day

you know its finals week.

evan's apple

sometimes people are thrown into your life that 

give you a sliver of hope for the rest of humanity.

:)

candles are messy business

you don't realize how much crap

you accumulate until you try to

move it all from one place to another.

in a pool filled with glitter

At what point should you let someone go?

When one day you realize that its all one sided.

That you'd jump when they need you, but they don't do the same for you.

Or is it just a bad time?

Or is that another excuse?

you

Let Me Believe