watermelon!

i miss you so much

i wish you knew

i smile

i laugh

i wish

wish you were here

that we'd race

and you'd make me laugh

make my face hurt

bring those butterflies

make me feel alive

i'd talk

and you'd listen

and you'd care

life would be great

you'd hug

and never let go

so... this is done?

it ended

like it started

never did

i was confused at first

but you never gave me a reason

because it was one sided from the start

go and grow

and move on

and don't be scared

you made me smile

and laugh

and at that time

that was enough

growing pains

So I'm

I'm confused

So you're not amused

So I'm feeling used

So what do we do?

kidney, two of em'

Time will see us realign

Diamonds rain across the sky

Shower me into the same realm

Time will lead us to the same realm

I will lead us to the same realm

♥

irish car bomb

on my mind

all day

were you alright?

curious

why?

you asked

truth being

that its something inside

because right now i feel alive

on a different brain wave

between here and there

it just happens

why not?

clouds of smoke

your face

i tell myself to stop

yet, i can't

miss you

crimson concrete

you always hear about it

about people walking by

about an individual

needing help

yet, none is offered

that we make excuses

and pretend we don't see them

that we don't hear their cries

i couldn't

i couldn't let it suffer

let it die alone

scared on the sidewalk

while others wouldn't touch it

put their hands on it's trembling body

give it comfort

let it know someone cared

my heart aches

i can't let it go

if only things were simpler

thank you

for making me see

making me pay attention

go now

and be in peace

meridians

green

jealous?

cause there is no need to be

right now, you're it

knock eye

and your true colors come out

and that ship has sailed

and its come time to accept it

that those butterflies

are all for nothing

never

ramen and peanut butter

i thought about you

missed you

almost gave in

wonder

are we both being stubborn?

am i hoping for the impossible?

wish you were here

want to read your face

your words only tell me half the story

left waiting...

blanco

Don't want to hurt you

Try not to fuck with your feelings

It's just a matter of trust, for us, for lust

Why won't you tell me

What's really on your mind
Too much confusion

Mixed feelings

But I know I don't want to lose you

I don't want to do that again

Cause whether or not you know it

I miss you

skeletons

it's been almost an hour since you've crossed my path

i wish i could click that link

i wish i could tell you how much i think about you

how i see people that look like you

how i stalk them until i'm sure it's not you

how i wish i could still talk to you

how i hear songs that remind me of you

how we spent that summer

how i gave you my word

and how it ended so abruptly

how i tried

how it hurt to read those words

that you had given up

that i can't look you in the eye

how i still get butterflies when i see a photo

i tried to find you

and in a way you found me

and maybe if i saw you

i would try to say "hi"

c'est la vie

grow up and blow away

"will you be my friend?"

bubbles,

if i wasn't here with you right now

where would i be?

can i ever understand the way we are

i don't care as long as you're with me

xoxo

buttercup

way of the world

sometimes someone tries to tell us something

we don't listen

we don't notice the signs

we walk the path

oblivious that we're going the wrong way

we take it as a test 

when really it could be easier

try to force the stubborn

sometimes we need that difficult path

we need the lessons it teaches

things happen for reasons

but it doesn't mean we'll never again see the people we met along the way

the reasons might not be apparent at first

but i'll listen more carefully the next time around

melted crayons

LIBRA: I got an interesting spam today. A company that said it was very proud of its high-quality work offered to sell me phony credentials that are impossible to distinguish from the real thing. What caught my attention the most were the degrees from Harvard and Stanford. I wouldn't mind having one of those up on my wall. But in the end, I decided that instead of paying the company $230 for one of its excellent fakes, I'd simply make one myself. And instead of creating a degree from Harvard, I would have it be from a place where I have actually matriculated, naming the Raving Maniac Academy of Crazy Wisdom, which is the unruly school where I often find myself during my lucid dreams. I bring this up Libra, because it would be an excellent time for you to make yourself a fancy fake diploma from whatever your equivalent is to my academy-you know, the source has been providing you with so much great teaching, even though it's not an official institution of higher education.

are jay

grown tired, but can't give up.

this can't be a lost cause.

please help him help himself.

please let him see how important this is.

my efforts can't go wasted.

strength and will.

forward direction.

help me, please.

sails not yet found

This time I'm going to do it right.

I'm going to do what Lisa wants.

What I want for me.

Life according to Lisa.

I may fall flat on my face.

But I will have chosen the place I land on.

I won't be afraid.

hola lola

ME-wOW!

cat sitting is the world's bestest job

floor is lava!

one supercalifragilisticexpialidocious night!

thunder noises in the produce section

stealing watermelons

big brother in wal-mart

mia aka two

rat dog

robert's adventures at the swig

zona's funnel of yarn

illegal fireworks

obscenity harry potter roman candles

wrong end!

shane ferris

alice in wonderland sparklers

tetris and a teacher's scolding

you break, you buy

double shots of rum

malibu and a splash of pineapple

roger and the overdone corn

lisa, i mean wendy

dancing sailors

malibu and a splash of cranberry

iFlask

5 trips to el bano

"neighbors" off the street

ace's luring alien crotch

code names

stripper names

"are you mocking me?"

almost serious beat down

like moths to a flame

colored dots on piano keys

bloody noses, casting faces, wrong class

fat cat

gives it up on the first date

good nights

get ace home

bottled water and paranoia

asleep before head hits the pillow.

don't smile at a crocodile

or any other reptile

you happen to come across.